Le suck.

And I almost thought things were looking up. Silly me.

The University of Delaware thrives on fucking its students over. Did anyone give any notice as to when housing deposits and registration were due? No, no they did not. There were no emails, no flyers in mailboxes, nothing. So lo and behold, when is everything due? Today!! Which would be no problem, except for the fact that I don't have the $200 currently, and my parents can't A) answer the phone or B) call me back, like I've asked them to. Oh, and I guess I'm going to have another random roommate next year, because Ally hasn't said anything about living together again. Which kinda sucks...or really sucks.

The boy still really won't talk to me, and over the past week has stopped asking me to go see him. And in all honestly, since the rest of the Ship guys don't seem to understand or take seriously the fact that I can't mentally deal with hooking up with anyone else, regardless of not being in a relationship with Joe, I don't think I'm going to go out there. Because according to them I'm single, and should be able to, because it's not cheating. So I'm really just crazy, because I know it would hurt Joe, and I know it would hurt me if I did so. But they don't get that. I mention it and I get told I let him run my life, and he controls me, and it's not like that at all. They just don't get it.

I want to go home.
Concerts, and bowling, and bar tours.
I can't stand being here another week, it's too much stress
and people are too uncaring.